him again :(
Assalamualaikum & hey ppl :( omg omg, last night, i cannot sleep. im just thinking about him. what i had just done? damn, i am sick with myself. fyi all of you know that F accident if you read my recent post. hm and so far, our relationship getting perfect after what had happen to him. but now, i heard i smell the sense of an ending .i am so afraid about that word. i don't wanna loose him like the old time. i love him more and more. a part of you has grown in me F. i am sorry, i shouldn't say that i laughed at you when you were in pain. how cruel i am. how rude i am. now, i know the risk if you don't mind your own manners :( last night also, he said that he will text me back. i wait patiently, worriedly, guiltily. but none of the ticking clock give me a sign that your text in. where did you go? are you really mad at me? i know that i have made a terrible mistake that have hurt the people who i cared the most and im terribly sorry. now i have learned that sometimes sorry is not enough. sometimes i actually have to change not you. F, i miss you. please i really want to correct everything that is wrong. hm please let me do it, for you. take care sugar, i love you :(
*cuddling with you wold be perfect right now :(
