pardon me ?
so today nak cerita apaa yeh. well, nothing much happening to me lately. like usual pmr makin dekat, my life mula lah dikawal/control by my mama. baca buku buat revision tengok tv pun ada accurate time. haih, its okay. untuk kebaikan diri sendiri jugak kan. alright, as you all know pmr is just around the corner. so all the pmr victim should be prepare themselves in & out right? same goes to me and my class :) but, what to talk about is this guy. he said to me, love when you are ready and not when you are lonely. nice shot mister :) because no one has ever say it to me like that. in fact, you are safe when you are not saying that phrases in front of me. what i will do is to thank you so so so much for making me awake about that bullshit feelings :) well, i can easily erase that feeling right now. hahahaha!
other than that, i am start improving my science sejarah and bla bla blaa. easy to say all my compulsory subject. but something freaking me out when i feel stuck/ loosing my idea/ words and things yang sewaktu dengan nya when i am writing the karangan & essay. ya Allah hopefully masa real exam, nothing bad won't happen to me. please please :( and to my classmates, keep working out guys! watch your back!
above all the stories, ni nak nasihat sedikit. GENERAL VERSION. lately, punya penuh lah kan dekat home page facebook bash orang sana bash orang sini terutama kaum adam tu. please lah, tolong lah, jaga sikit mulut awak awak awak tu bila nak komen. tak payah perasan perfect nak bash orang sana sini. wey listen to me, hot in this internet medium won't make you feel that you own a bed of roses. damn. kesian dekat perempuan yang kau orang kutuk tu. secantik/sehodoh mana pun seseorang makhluk tu, dia tetap ada perasaan jugak. bear in mind lah brader. and think twice. macam mana orang nak respect kau kalau kau tak respect orang. dumbass!
love story ? gatal nyaa :D tiada love story lah awak awak. hihiee. nak pmr dah pun. but those minutes where i am alone, just me and my pillow. i think. a lot. i think about everything, anything. it varies from what am i doing with my life? to did i have a homework? duhh -.- the room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. it drives me to the wall because the things i would never think about, i think about :D sometimes, i hate it because it brings up things i rather never think about again. why didn't anyone warn me that being a teenager wasn't going to be that easy? :( about my ex, hmm i hope he is aware that he really lost me forever even though i miss him, i miss the way he treated me, the words he said, i miss everything about him recently and i don't know why :) maybe he's just a lucky person who always has someone to miss him.
friendship? my best friends really make me feel alive. tambahan pula dengan rasa down about subjects, scores, teachers and so many other things that screwed me up and also grown me up :) all i do are being thankful to people who only tell the truth to me and Allah :)
that's all i am gonna say. wise word here. the most stupid thing to have is wanting thing that we cannot have :)
pray for my improvement :) you know what, i am happy with my life now and i will try to move forward and never look back :) i want to be a full-determined person and get best result for my pmr exam :) i have to be determine because i was not born with silver spoon in my mouth.
i hope all ah hear my wish and set it to come true. Amin! hee good night as well as good bye!