idiosyncrasies
so here's the thing. you know i know we all know time is way too precious to all the batch of ninety-eight. hm not all i guess. more to some. haa so i want to tell you what i feel so i will never forget what i feel when i become so whatever after the pmr. after exam man? i am sure people will enjoy themselves. go rocking. go crazy & everything. shut up liar if you don't feel happy even you do sucks :)
now in the classroom, my classmates are so busy with completing/accomplishing/finishing/answering all the question papers, doing revisions and even improving all our compulsory subjects. but the teachers said that all we lack is confident. oh god, when it comes to confident. i myself surrender when i want to tick the answer. i am doubting about the answer. is it correct? what i read before? what is this what is that? damn it was so hard. so from now on, i have to build all my confident level and rise them up. its now or never. dekat kelas jugak, we are the facilitator for the alfa class. or even to ourselves. we guide we teach. somehow they are quite good. it just they don't understand. and the hubungan silaturahim pun makin erat. like me, i memang tak suka campur campur dengan my batch sangat. even dengan schoolmates. duhh orang tertentu je pun i tegur. boleh kira. to me i don't need any useless people who is not bring any benefit in my life. simple as that. even when the orientation week i walk as a solo person. new friends? they will come. me? just wait. i can make friends. but i need to choose them properly. wrong-picked will lead to the despair. watch out. if you have no use on me, say hello to goodbye. i am simple, just you who make me looks complicated. dengan kelas alfa, dah mula rapat, getting to know each other. kalau dulu, say hi even smile pun susah. cikgu cakap macam dalam mulut ada emas. yaa maybe ada kot. tu yang malas nak buka mulut. hee but i like the changed. like what happen recently. study together, laughing, shared stories. haa just happy :D i think it's good to been through something like pmr. we cooperate with each other, help one another. really, it is something meaningful that i will never want to forget :)
wanna happy life? listen listen. free your heart from hatred. free your heart from worries. live simply. give more. expect less. parents problems friends fake loves crush dating responsibility dramas heartache failures stress happiness pain, it's life :) trust me, be fearless :)
so for tomorrow, no teacher for sejarah. oppa sathien has gone to a kursus since Tuesday if im not mistake. yaa, he left us with work to do. but why dia kena pergi kursus semua tu and leave us alone. wuuu that so bad. dah laa science & sejarah KO memanjang. hm hm dugaan. sabar jelah. im hoping for a silver lining actually. dear allah, make my day even more happy so i can make my emotion stable :) PMR please be as easy as you could and as nice as you can. amin amin amin thousand times! to F, your words, please hold them if you really do love me. if not, a words cannot tell how a terrible liar you are. loveyouh <3
i have got to catch up my studies, havva nice day guys. good byeee !