oh grow up!

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see my results? if you dont see it, open your eyes even more wider. haa im not sure about my marks for mt & kh. but im pretty sure about the grade. alhamdulillah. thanks to allah for giving me this result. i feel so grateful although i am not satisfied yet :) duhh semangat untuk dapat yang lebih baik tu mestilah ada kan. kalau tak sampai bila bila pun tak maju. hm but what worried me much is cikgu cakap my classmates and I semua main main. and permohonan for sbp refer to trial not the real one. is that right? i hope there will be a silver lining. i really wanna go to boarding school although half of my heart doesn't agree with this decision. but i have to take all the opportunity to go there. i really wanna pull my ass off from the school im in right now. no decent. macam animal. dengan kes merokok share share. hisap bawah jejantas and feel like bangga bangga macam tu. double bangang lah kan. fikir macho ke der? jujur cakap like bangang ada lah :) you think perempuan will fall for people like you? still underage ada hati nak acting up like adult. jangan berangan lah gila. asap rokok tu takpayah nak sembur sembur dekat orang sangat. kau nak mati cepat, go on sorang sorang. jangan nak ajak orang lain join kau. sah sah gila -.- then taknak kantoi dengan parents kau, beli lolipop dekat kak mas. kebabian apakah? show some respect lah gila. you still in the school zone even depan sekolah pun. jagalah sikit image sekolah sendiri. kalau dah selfish sangat, jangan nak tunjuk aib sendiri dekat orang. please lahh. dah sengkek habis share share rokok? tak bertamadun -.-

tu satu kes. belum cerita lagi yang selebihnya. loser gila habis lah. tak pernah jumpa lagi lah kan manusia macam ni. kalau ada yang lagi teruk tah macam mana lah kan. but biasanya people like this depan parents like pijak semut pun tak mati. dekat luar perasan habis ahh. haihhh cepat cepat lah sedar k manusia. nak mengaku manusia manusia ni schoolmates pun tak hingin. sorry to say lah really #pathetic

what matters most is my mothers. actually. im not having two mothers or what. ibu is my biological one. and mama is my aunt who raised me since i was a baby. so to me i have two fragile heart to take care off. father? never in my life. he just dont get the place in my heart. people always says that the a daughter's real man is her father but for someone like me, my real man is my grandfather. the one who always buy what i want, argued everything for any compliment made by me and anything everything. he's the one, not my father. he just, go away :D raised by a single mother didn't harm me much. thus i live even better :) but doesnt mean whom who has father, dia jahat or anything. bersyukur dengan apa yang allah kurnia kan okay. destiny masing masing lain lain. so keep calm and move on :D back to the topic. my moms, diaorang were so eager suruh i mohon boarding school. mana lagi, to my sis's school lah. they really ask me to leave everything behind. my memories here. everything. its hurt me a lot. that's why i wanna live my life and spent most of my time with my precious classmates and friends. although we always fought over something silly, last last baik jugak. teenage, ikut perasaan, normal lettuw :3

but i didnt make any decision yet. me? leaving my favorite people here? wuuu that so not me. entah lah. actually malas nak fikir about that. nak focus pmr and happy happy dulu. then baru be serious and sedih sedih. hahaha life, upside and downside. biasalah :) k lah, i really need to put my guts up & improve all my compulsory subjects. fightingg ! for my very good friend yang tengah trial tu, good luck kay. and him, all the best too :) lots of love dude. and happy birthday dear husna. even lagi dua hari. i still wanna be the first one two wish. or maybe not. what i careeeee haaaa loveyou darl. byeee