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assalamualaikum & annyeong chingu :) how are you tonight ? hopefully you were in a good condition . so today i would like to wish happy birthday to my friend . or may be to her i am not her friend . happy birthday Fadilah Malek . you've grown up to be fifteen years old girl today . hey pretty must be you've got many wishes and presents right ? especially from your mom & dad , sister , boyfriend or may be some friends ? all i can do is wishing you here . i want to give you a present like the old time , but i think its not suitable . depends on our situation & condition . we have been so cold lately . no conversation , feel not welcome each other & ya we don't smile even we've met :) my wish to you is hopefully you will run a better life , success in your pmr & be a good girl for your family . you know what , i still wanna be your chingu after all . but its okay , this is out fate . i am not suitable for you or may be there is another rainbow for us from Allah right ? happy always old friend . okay now my turn , i have finish my essay ! yeayy ! i love it i love it . its about our prophet nabi Muhammad . i feel like wanna cry while reading my essay . alright me show off :3 kay i am happy . then online , there is one person , start the conversation after a long time without conversation . i don't want to mention his name . he said i am "sombong" at school . alright , my heart start burning up --'' am i too ''sombong'' ?ohmaigod , then i asked naim am i that ''sombong'' . he said sometimes :) kay i get it . even husna also said i am a bit arrogant and don't like to smile . kay i want to explain something . i am being like that because i like that . haha i am just joke . hey i do what i like . so what . i don't care about being a hot stuff -.- hot stuff is not my type :) i love a modest person who loves Allah . i may be sexy but i try to wear tudung right now . i try to get out from my dark side . everybody have a dark side . i want to turn better. a sincere change must take time . so please understand ? ya i am so gedik , but segedik-gedik i , i don't like messing around with guys . i don't love guy easily . there is a limit of a guy places in my heart . first is Rasulullah , second is my husband to-be , third my grandpa , fourth is my uncles , fifth is my sweet tooth & straw to my berry , sixth is my nephews , seventh is my boyfriends , eighth is the teachers . that's all . so if there is a guy in my heart means they are so special to me . so please understand why i am play hard if someone's wanna tackle me or be my friends especially boys . because i want a good boy . i don't like bad boy . bad boy don't finish their food . Hoon Ukiss said that in Seri's Star Kitchen :D is GD a bad boy ? no no he is my love forever :* haha i love kpop so much until i show no interest in english music . i want cher llyod i want taylor swift miley cyrus selena gomez greyson chance justin bieber one direction lmfao the wanted demi lovato jonas brother maroon 5 train fun and moooooreeeee . i've forget nathan sykes and liam . lalala whatever . i love all musician that fit my taste :) klah i just wanna stand in this world just to be myself not being other person . be brave standing , proud & grateful for your own self . copycat is loser ! good night & bye :D