I MISS HER SO MUCH. HELP ME YA ALLAH :'(
ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Ya Allah,rindunyaa balqis dekat eikin. its unbearable! i can't take it anymore :( banyak masalah yg dtg sekarang ni.i have no one who understand me like her. i don't want to put more burden to my mama and ibu. they also have their own problems. i keep reading message between me and her. then i will cry until i fall asleep. im afraid to lose someone i love again. so i think its time for me to let everyone go. its better than knowing they leave me for any reasons. my mind says just let them go but my heart says NO! the feedback will be worst. what say you if u lose one of your very best best friend? someone who means a lot to you. i rindu diaa sangat2. rindu sangat nk chat dngn diaa mcm selalu. nk dengar nasihat diaa. positive words daripada diaa. dia support apa2 yg i buat. she's the angel that God gave to me. but i've lost her.
Dear God, i miss her damn much. hanyaa dua message dari diaa jadi semangat untuk i. but i wish i want more than this. i want her to stand in front of me, hug me, then i will never even a second to let her go away. here the text,
- I WANT HER BACK :(
- July 11Shahida Asyiqin
- heee, thanks omeybalqis, eikin nk balqis tahuu, byk byk bff yng eikin ade kt dunie niy, hnye balqis yng fhm eikin. walaupon eikin niy jarang citer mslh eikin sbb eikin mmg tkde mslh sgt. hee. eikin slalu hrp kite dpt bertemu. eikin syng balqis sgt2. klau cntohnyer, eikin dah tkde, or jdi ape2 kt eikin mcm excident arituh, eikin tanak balqis sedey2 aw. eikin kalau dok kt hospital, eikin rindu sgt dkt balqis! klau sehari kite x contact, x chat, eikin still blh tgok status n gmbr2 balqis. ilang rindu, ehee. kite syng awk seperti kite syng nyawe kite
- July 11Shahida Asyiqin
- eikin nk balqis study btul2. dptkan result yng terbaik utk ibu n mama balqis. balas jasa ibu n mama balqis kay? jgn buad mereka kecewa. and, kalau nk crik pasangan hidop, jgn crik orng mcm hafidz tu. dye dah byk saketkn hati balqis, illiyin even aida. dye terok! grr --'
- and, klau cntohnyer jdi ape2 kt eikin lgi, tolong jge illiyin kay. jgn biarkn dye sedey sorng2. nasihatkn dy slalu. dye tu degil skit, hehe. maafkn dy kalau dy suke marah2 balqis ke aper or tk dgr ckp balqis. hee.
- eikin mntak maaf klau eikin pernah buad salah tanpa eikin sedar.
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