Sweet Tooth

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Whats up guys ^^'

I just don know who i am rite now ? My life feel clumsy and misereable . Had fight with my sweet tooth . 

I was shocked how can i apparently cannot hold my temper . He asked me properly , but how can i answer him shitly ! Arrrggghhh ! I almost not know who i am rite now .

To my sweet tooth , eager to be caught ;( i wanna make some confession . yes , i disapointed at you . please don ask me why darlingg . although u were my foster , but  my heart said u more than just any foster that i known once , u are jus like my real brother . *sigghhingg ~ yeahh , the real one ;) insteed the fact was not true . the fact also tell me that i cannot losing you . thats all i know brother . how much u hurt me , how far u leave me , how many scars u had done to me , i know jus one thing , i love u brother . 

so please , acting up like the old u . u were different to me . or maybe , i forgot to tell myself to try understands u ? Nahhhh , i think , a thousand times i try , a thousand times our memories came hunting me . my heart cry asking for the moment in the year back then . my heart don understand the situation now .

OK , listen to me , im sorry for what i did before . u know the reason why rite ? because , i have to learn to be more matured , living without YOU is a damn thing to do . u give me love , strengths and hold me tide if i having any problems . i wish u could do that AGAIN :') i did it , though and yeahh i messed it all up with my words . i had no idea what i was getting myself into , but anyways i jus wanted to say that im sorry . u make me feel like a little princess comes with guardian who protect me . now , i had to do everything on my own .


 Brother , i really2 miss u . wish i could see u rite now . having some moments like before . even for a sec , i want it happen :| ur laugh , ur riddles , ur jokes , aww ~ its was so owsemm to me . but i know u r a busy man rite ? u have an ambition to achieve , same like me lol ? i did not blame u . but all i know , i miss love u till death brother <3 i swear it . again , i love u so much ! okbaii