moving on.
Assalamualaikum guys. first of all i wanna wish selamat hari raya to all muslims :) may Allah bless your eid and your family. my eid was fine. alhamdulillah. not as worst as last year -.- thanks to Allah :) so baju color apa tahun ni? baju i color biru and sure must ada black. hm, well actually terasa macam dah tiada mood raya dah kan. hence, dah lama nak buat post ni. but asyik terbantut je. well well, i feel enchanted with miracle that happen to me. i am not going to tell you all, but sedikit sedikit boleh kan?
based on the topic moving on. who is moving on? the answer is me :) why i wanna move on? because wooww woow woow, hold on guys. we are going too fast. just relax :D i won't go anywhere. ehem ehem, this is the reasons. dear past me, i were so stupid. just beyond stupid. i can't even explain how stupid i am. dear present me, i am still stupid. just not as stupid i were before. dear future me, don't be stupid. duhh -.- faham kan? that's what i think about me myself and I. i'm stuck in the nowhere love story. i feel really tired to wait, so stupid to hold this love and so give up to keep into it. im finish with this puppy love :)
so as usual, some words to my ex. even though it looks as if i've moved on, there will always be times when i wish the person holding me was you. it's not so easy when the memories of us together are stuck on replay in my head. your smile, your laugh, your supportive words, the way you hold me in your arms when i miss you badly, and the warm hug of yours that i can't never forget :) how happy you made me even for a month. those were some of my best memories, and i will never be able to erase them. if i could, i would in a heartbeat. it would be so much easier to move on. forget you. like you forgot me :)
obviously i want you to understand the circumstance we are in. about you and sweet tooth visiting me during the hari raya. damn, it was such a sweet revenge. i didn't show any attention to you. all i do is talking to sweet tooth. you know what, lets forget about what happen to us. your promises and bla bla bla. it was so not true. like now, you were busy wowing girls. but me, still dumb living under your shadows. hey dude, im tired of this. i need to move on. i don't wanna waste my time living under this dull life. i wanna cheer it up with my friends family and my beloved brother. i think we doesn't deserve each other. sincerely! sweet tooth says that i am just a little kid. yeahh, this grown little kid will be moving on. thanks to sweet tooth who stays with me recently until now. because of him, i feel strong to forget you. have guts to erase you and have strength to collect and glued all my broken pieces heart to a perfectly good heart. now all i do is praying for the best of you :) live a good life dear ex. and one more thing, you always look good in baju melayu :)
wuuuu i already tear up :) but semangat untuk move on takkan luput macam tu jeh. i already promise myself that i won't hurt my feelings again. but just because i miss him doesn't mean i need him back in my life. missing is just a part of moving on. am i right? by the way, my trial is just around the corner. so i need to clear my mind and make myself ready for my future. there is nothing more important than my future :D havva good evening guys. i need to catch up some subjects that im not so great with it. bye :D
p/s thanks to sweet tooth for coming back and spent most of your time with your little princess. bambam grateful to have you :)