make a change
Assalamualaikum boys & girls :) how's your puasa today? malas lah nak tanya siapa puasa & siapa tak puasa. masing masing dah besar kan? puasa pun takkan tak boleh lagi kot *.* hahaa, i didn't mean to cause any offence. hm, agak lama jugak im missing in silence. no one care duh-.- tak banyak yang jadi this week. obvious lah, after exam must be result keluar. all i know is, "ni yang nak bunuh diri ni". haihh, really long sighing --'' result so so lah. not so gempak. agaknya study lepak sangat kot. ahh entah malas nak fikir. but i notice something about my feelings. heee :D a really great notice. dalam bulan ramadan yang mulia dan penuh berkat ni, aku ada dimasukkan ke dalam satu program. and whatdehell about this program is, tajuk dia panjang sangat. but i love it :) at the first place, ingatkan program ni untuk bitches dekat sekolah je. yaa i hate when teachers at school start showing their over concern and look at me like im one of those bitches. yaa, i get the hang of it :) actually the program is about tambah amalan untuk bulan ramadan. like solat duha/hajat. and listen to tazkirah like majlis ilmu. i learnt many things from there. i don't care what people might think. but what i care is what i get from this program. whoaaa, im impress and really like the feeling when im in musollah and be with the ustazah. oh she was so damn nice & understanding. but im clueless what was her name. then, with the pendidikan khas teacher and miss ain. i feel like there is still kind heart people in my school. not just the damn/nuts kids.
hell yeah, result result result. kh course two B mt C Sc dont know yet, geo B bi A bm A pai A sej C. belum bagus lagi. teruk teruk :( but all i can do is bersyukur. jangan tengok orang yang dapat lebih atas dari kita, tetapi bersyukur sebab kita bukan berada di kedudukan orang yang lebih bawah dari kita. see? that's what i learnt from the tazkirah. act, banyak lagi tapi tak tahu nak cerita macam mana :) allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita. yang penting kita berusaha untuk ubah nasib kita. tentu allah tolong punya. insyaallah, kalau betul apa yang kita usahakan tu sesuai untuk diri kita, tentu allah akan bagi jugak. kalau lambat, tengok hikmahnya. kalau cepat, bersyukur dengan apa yang ada :) faham kan? so, make a change before it is too late. orang kalau nak berubah bukan nya nak kena cepat cepat kan? yang penting hati & niat tuh :) kalau cepat cepat berubah tapi hati tak ikhlas lebih baik tak payah :) pray for my trial !! im looking forward to study much much moreeeeee. but i always skip all that stuff like chipsmoreeee :3
one more thing, now i wanna make myself close to allah. taknak lah islam dekat ic je kan? tahu ayat cliche tapi kita semua memang macam tu. nak nak pulak akhir zaman ni. but why i can't wear tudung? like susahnya nak pakai tudung. done with fashion tak cukup kain, haih lepas ni apa lagi. pray for my change kay :) well well well, about my social life. i only love sweet tooth as my brother. haaa he's the man :) see now sweet tooth, i can live without you. yo bro, your little bambam has gone wild :D she knows how to live and knock problems down. but sometimes i knock myself out. haa you're the reason for me being and independent person. thank you sweet tooth (: fyi, now i learn how to cook. im not cooking the so gempak/meletop cuisine. biasa biasa je. but it works. bulan puasa je bersemangat. tu pun sebab mama selalu balik lewat. so kena lah masak, if not, instant noodle jeh -.- bazar memang tak nak pergi lah kan. pergi je sure hujan, then demam. kalau tak, pergi people too crowded. so doh --'' im lazy for that. oklah, that's it for today. about F, idk. kalau ada jodoh ada lah, kalau tiada, nangis lah. bhahahaha. joking jeh. only time will tell. good night all
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**dream high dah habis. so boring tenuk lah nanti tanpa kpop. henry makin omey. suka angat :) bias baru guaa. love nostril --> Henry Lau SuJu. love you oppa!