still breath.
Assalamualaikum & annyeong guys :) long time without any post. I've been through a lot this time. lately, I've pass my gerak gempur, lately I was having a problem with my studies, lately I cannot sleep till I have eye bag, lately I eat too much and gain many weight, lately, I've got a gastric attack, lately I've a fought with my friends and lastly I've got a new boyfriend :D oh my god. it's a very long long and tired tired week :( hahaha, excuse me, frankly nak cerita pasal boyfriend baru je. nothing much :P
my first boyfriend was GD. after a hard break up with GD I move on my life with woobin. woobin always in my heart but he always busy with his scedule untill he don't have any time for me. so with his green light i decided to have a new boyfriend who once was my abang angkat xD Mohamad Norfarhan :) yes yes, he's mine now :) the cure to my heart, the joy in my laughter, the happiness for my sorrow. he's everything to me right now. after a cruel break up for 1 year lebih. never mind. he's happy with her new wife. I am glad to see him happy as him right now :) congrats ex! so forget about my didian, lets continue with the new one. Humm I don't know how we start couple but dengan rasa tak yakin I terima je. yes, kena bash dengan family :'( I am so sad and sampai ada rasa menyesal terima dia. but now everything is fine. mama & ibu so toleransi and give me syarat. they said, tak boleh lalai dalam study and never ever ever turunkan result. they want me to raise my gred. Mummies, please I am trying since I am thirteen. I am working on it. all I want both of you to do is doakan kejayaan I sampai I mati. that's all :D then I will do the vice versa. by the way, thanks sebab jadi mama & ibu yang understanding how a daughter's feeling. I bersyukur sangat dengan mama & ibu. terima kasih Allah sebab anugerahkan ibu & mama yang superb nice macam diaorang :)
for my love, remember what i said to you. I hold your words that you agreed to give all your attention to me and agreed not to curang or being a playboy/buaya darat/kasanova and etc. I've been through a lot untuk pertahankan hubungan kita. so I hope you appreciate selepas apa yang jadi. understood? harhar :3 and saya nak awak ingat jugak that if you treat me like a queen then i will treat you like my king. full with meaning :) only me knows what behind the phrases.
what what ? nak pmr baru nak couple. hahaha ada hikmah disebalik semua ini. I also out of blue about this matter. but hati dah suka nak buat macam mana. my sweet tooth pesan, jangan besarkan hal yang kecil. dia cakap stay cool/calm/relax bila hadapi masalah. macam my lovely sweet tooth. thanks abang sebab always ada when I need your help especially your advice. I still remember when I be his first wisher for his 17th birthday. he promised me for always be my protector. ohh I am touched :'3
alright enough lah dengan lovey-dovey things. now school stuff. hell yeahh! camping camping camping. I am not born for camping. please lah tak tahan especially kawad kaki -.- after training kawad balik rumah demam. yes, aku lembik macam jelly. mana tahan panas. aku gedik? memang pun and semua orang sekeliling aku tahu :D so what? don't bother lah. but risau jugak about markah koku. gggrrrr --'' aaahhh biar jelah. but tak sangka husna dia boleh masuk camping for her childish pengakap. mulut jahat xD nevertheless, greatlah, dia boleh tahan camping semua. tahun ni dekat tiga camping dah dia pergi. aku? harhar, last camping time sekolah rendah age 12. so duhhh? senang cerita skor markah koku dekat event lain but what? Humm!
kpop kpop kpop! dah jarang tengok/observe sebab busy sangat. homework, kerja kursus yang nak cepat je. kerja kayu and twinkk twinkk my new boy :* but tengoklah lepas exam PMR i will do the balas dendam :D wait yaa oppaaaaa! ehem ehem for illiyin syimaa fyra azwa & husna, thanks sebab selalu ada time I down :) dengar cerita Illiyin selalu usha kita yer? sorry keyh if abaikan awakk. awk pun tahu kan life form 3 macam mana. full of killing dying frustration games. so painful but masih boleh tanggung selagi ada Allah, ibu mama & family, all of you, my new boy and my lovely sweet tooth. hopefully, my life and your's, dearest reader, will getting better and better. amin. I wanna end my post right now. so have a blessed day today tomorrow the day after tomorrow and on and on :) bye!