afraid
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assalamualaikum & annyeong readers ^^
fuuuuhhh im so tired today :( tadi ada latihan merentas desa. but buat dekat padang sahaja. so it more to merentas padang for 3 rows. after doin the stretching thing the yellow team wait for another members to finish their running. then here we go. while running i keep whining and i was like why my body so heavy? are we there yet? are we finish running? where the hell i am? it so hooot man. nasib baik got the wind :D berpeluh-peluh. fyra & husna first runner for the girls. diaorang lari laju sangat until i can't catch up them. yaa active in sport, untunglaaaah. me not. i hate sport :( aaa maybe a certain sports that i like & it must be indoor like bowling. imma good at it. try treat me once. hahaa.
that was just an introduction leii. here the real one. im really afraid. afraid to be fifteen. afraid to face pmr. afraid to live & use the words move on, be confident, trust yourself in my life. it such a big words to me. its a burden. its a presure! yaaaaikkss i don want to involve in this. but this is about my future. i must do my very best for this. but the thing that making me so sedihh is mimi. i saw her crying at the school stairs. mimi was one of the target just like me. just im in fifth rank and she is the first. i ask her why. she said she afraid to face pmr. diaa pun adaa jumpa counselor. hum pening fikirkan pmr. dengan homework yang so menggunung :( im still kid dido? i hope school 2013 will be a blessed. Allah help me :( kay aku mesti tenang right? sabar sabar. you can do it. life must go on. trust yourself, be confident! i must boost myself laaa. kalau asyik negative thinking memang tak kemana kan? kan? aaaahh i need to calm myself. good night guys, bye :)