You Killing Me Softly :')
ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Stalking you is the thing i love and hate the most! What can she do that I can’t do? What can she make you feel that I can’t? Why can’t you feel that way for me too? What does she have that I don’t? Forget I asked. I already know. She has you. Heyy you here some confession.If my heart breaks into a million pieces, I want you to have every bit of it. Then I’ll ask you to scatter them across the sky. There they’ll turn into stars so everyone could see how much I love you.
Sometimes I get so happy being with you that I just wanna hug you. But then I get scared that you will hug me back. And then it gets too damn hard when you decide it’s already time to let go :( I'm so shy to tell u this. I’m afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them cause I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart falling for you :"3
My dear, I wish you’ve never been so sweet, I wish you weren’t too special, I wish you never became my world. The problem is you are. I wish I didn’t know you and I wish I didn’t love you. The problem is I do. Where can i buy the time machines? I want to turn all back again. I want to arrange everything in proper like the love story that was ended by HAPPY ENDING .
Three words I wish to say, three words that might scare you away. Don’t you know those three words describe who you are to me? But probably right now those three words that I wish to say are the same words you said to her :') I want to be able to hold your hand when I am hurting instead of having to hold someone else's because you are the one hurting me!
I know as long as you are happy, I can get through this. But it still kills me to see you with her. Not because she is perfect for you, not because she makes you smile, not because she is what you need but because she's one people who lately stay by my side.
When I love someone, I give everything without thinking twice, deny the truth, believe in lies, do crazy things that I can’t explain and cry over things that hurt me but still stay and say, “I’m okay.” You’ve hurt me once, you’ve hurt me twice but all I did was shut my eyes. For in reality that everyone can see, I love you more than you love me :'D
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